I like bands and my electric guitar is my diary. My ears are deaf from headphones and I like to use profane words.
I am potato, let us engage in potation at my farm.
tragic isn’t it?
the feeling of Christmas coming and going without a whisper of a memory. the lack of nostalgia, somehow it just feels like i’m still waiting for Christmas and yet it’s come and gone just like that.
i can only hope for the best in 2012, because the past year is one that has been too much for me to bare.
i know it’s a cliche but…2012 please please be good to me, because 2011 was agony at it’s best.
sorry -__________- i haven’t been around at all lately huh? well guess what you guise.
one afternoon, i forgot to unplug my (3rd replacement) charger and it just imploded.
well thank god it didn’t explode or anything. so yeah, i can only use internet on my tab and phone but it’s just so…limited compared to a laptop so i guess i’ll be sorta inactive until i get a new (4th fucking replacement) charger.
lastly, belated merry christmas everyone :D
i’ll try to queue some posts up for the sake of an update.
oh uhm well his name was gabby and we were about 3 or 4 at the time.
apparently, from what my family tells me, since we were best friends and all, i would bring extra cookies just to share with him and follow him around…basically everyone knew i liked him.
deer lawrd.
so…i didn’t go to the batch party yesterday
somehow i feel no regrets
except that maybe jc is mad
oh well
oh jesus finally i can blog freely after all that fucking stress of school and shit lately
today i found out that my mom gave away the only barbie that ever really mattered to me. it was the pink princess from the princess & the pauper version that sang a song.
dammit, why does no one ever ask me if it’s okay to just jostle my life around like everyone else’s opinions matter more?
Take me back to the night I felt alive.
I was a concert virgin before the 03-09-09 Paramore show here in Manila.
I found them when I was eleven in 2007 and I heard someone somewhere singing a part of My Heart and I couldn’t get it out of my head, I searched and searched for the right song. And then I found it. And I fell in love with their everything. Their story, sound, soul. I promised myself that my first concert would be a Paramore concert, even when all the bands came and went I held on.
It was so worth it when the Brand New Eyes tour came about and I was literally crying out to my parents to let me go. They were strict with me as I was only thirteen but I had already saved up all the money I could with my allowance but they knew how badly I wanted to go so they gifted me with a ticket, it was only in the Silver but that was more than enough for me.
Nothing will ever replace the feeling of that day. I had my parents write me an excuse letter to allow me only half a school day and my final exams of the year were coming up but I did anyway. Getting into that big open spans of concrete and college kids I never felt that way. It was worth everything in the world to spend those 4 hours there.
Seeing them in the flesh for the first time, there will never be any other moment like that.
(Source: cmon-letsplay, via mermaidkiller)
honestly, God’s served me up a bit much on my ‘life’ plate lately.
and i’m getting emotionally obese and lazy.
i need some time on my hands
to rewind and fix my damages
restart and keep my pills on a minimal
before i turn into a mechanical animal
Tumblr wont let me upload the high quality one :(
I’ll upload more later or s/t mom iz back
(Source: the69thjohnohh)
XOXOXOXO
fab pics are fab.
you guise i looked drugged and raped. you guise.
(Source: caxtonturns)
